If I Had A Dollar For Everytime I Thought, "What The Heck Am I Doing?"...

To be honest, if I had a dollar for everytime I thought, "What the heck am I doing?" I would be one financially stable person, lemme' tell ya'. 

Being a senior in college (WHERE DOES TIME GO? SEND HELP), everybody and their mother is asking what the future holds. 

If we're being real here, I have absolutely no clue. 

I have no idea where I will be living. 

I have no idea where I will be working. 

I mean, yes, I have some dreams and some hopeful plans, but in all reality, I have come to realize that planning that far ahead just isn't for me. 

So, this leaves me constantly asking myself, "What the heck am I doing?"

And I know you have most likely asked yourself that as well. 

No matter where you are at in life, I want to remind you that all of the questions are OK and that it is also OK to not have all the answers. 

Ah, that has been the hard part for me. I am the most impatient human ever, so knowing that the future is all one big blurry pictures scares me like crazy. 

However, I know that surrendering my plans is SO important. 

Who knows what the heck I am doing, all I know is that following the Lord and trusting his plan is the only thing I could possibly do. 

So here we are, trusting. That is step one, stay tuned for the rest of my mess. 

Shannon HaupertComment